Junk of the Heart and Mind

A kind of world that is inside my head, a 22 yo girl and a freak reader.

Dapet dari ukhti aulianurfathin :))

A reminder that Al Quran is the best of all guide and indeed Allah is near.

I notice you, but what could I do?

Hey, I see you again this morning. I see your staring at me from a distance if I’m not mistaken. It’s good to see that you’re doing well. You grew up being such an attractive guy, did you know that? You always be that attractive guy for me though.

Seeing you again drifting me back to my early teenage memory, when I was still that naïve little girl who wants to be notice by the world. I haven’t moved out yet that time, I haven’t met another and another and another guy, and there you were, the center of my spinning world, did you know that?

You know what, I always fall for someone I know, someone I befriended. Not the acquaintance but real friend that I used to talk to every day, someone I came to trust. And sometimes, I am trapped in just being the friend, but once in a while I met another guy again.

Did you know that I fall for you once in a while? Seems like you were the first ever boy that I notice. I liked you, liked the look of you. I used to want to talk to you at that time, but then I moved out and I met another and another guy again who made me fall with and it drifts you aside. Yet I couldn’t forget somebody told me that you noticed me too.

We never ever met again by time I moved out of town. I never hear a thing about your growing up. And I grew up being a different girl that I used to be back then. I’ve seen the world from a different perspective and here I am again, back to town and seeing you also from a different perspective.

We still never talk. You never made an excuse to make it possible. You just stared at me and once in a while I caught you. I want to know more about you, filling the gap after all this time we separated by distance. I know you notice me and I do notice you too but then what could I do?

reacaraksa:

nyhmelheim:

The wait has begun.

2 0 1 6 . lama sekaliii :___(

reacaraksa:

nyhmelheim:

The wait has begun.

2 0 1 6 . lama sekaliii :___(

asieybarbie:

ignore anyone who tells you otherwise.

Hey, it’s July 13th again!

Happy birthday to you, I wish you all the happiness and success in life ahead.Happy birthday to you, I wish you get wiser and skinnier and funnier and better in all the good things you developed.Happy birthday to you, be more patient and stay as you are.Happy birthday to you, be mature, be closer to Allah.Happy birthday to you, and all the silent prayer I wish for you (and me, too).Happy birthday to you, happy getting twenty-two.Happy birthday to you, happy happy birthday to you!!

No phone call, no cake, no gift. I am sorry if I could not be like many other girlfriends that your friends have. I am sorry I can’t manage to surprise you just like you did back in May. I am sorry I can’t buy you fancy gift.
All I could manage is just that picture above, as simple as ever. I am sorry if it’s not good though, it’s a work of an amateur, in her first attempt to make such edit heheh hopefully you’ll like it.
No sweet writings or sayings, it’s all I could manage to give you. Thank you for your patience and all the efforts you manage to us to stay together. Happy twenty twooooo, we’d same age finally.
Well, last but not least, once more,Happy belated birthday to you Brosup Arvian Sandhika Pratama!!Stay as funny as ever, okay?
Sincerely,yours.

Hey, it’s July 13th again!

Happy birthday to you, I wish you all the happiness and success in life ahead.
Happy birthday to you, I wish you get wiser and skinnier and funnier and better in all the good things you developed.
Happy birthday to you, be more patient and stay as you are.
Happy birthday to you, be mature, be closer to Allah.
Happy birthday to you, and all the silent prayer I wish for you (and me, too).
Happy birthday to you, happy getting twenty-two.
Happy birthday to you, happy happy birthday to you!!

No phone call, no cake, no gift. I am sorry if I could not be like many other girlfriends that your friends have. I am sorry I can’t manage to surprise you just like you did back in May. I am sorry I can’t buy you fancy gift.

All I could manage is just that picture above, as simple as ever. I am sorry if it’s not good though, it’s a work of an amateur, in her first attempt to make such edit heheh hopefully you’ll like it.

No sweet writings or sayings, it’s all I could manage to give you. Thank you for your patience and all the efforts you manage to us to stay together. Happy twenty twooooo, we’d same age finally.

Well, last but not least, once more,
Happy belated birthday to you Brosup Arvian Sandhika Pratama!!
Stay as funny as ever, okay?

Sincerely,
yours.

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There will be time, if you stay long enough with somebody, you begin to trust that person. No matter how long it takes him/her to reply your whatsapp or bbm or messages. No matter how long distance separate you, making it hard for you to meet regularly. There will be time for another and another meet up, if that person is really meant for you. Don’t be too insecure.

Mum always said to take relationship seriously but not too seriously. Prepare for the broken heart that would follow if it is not meant to be. Also prepare your heart to the next stage of relationship if it is going well. It is you yourself that would deal with your life, with all the choices you take.

"There will always somebody care about you. If it’s not, Allah will."

“Jika seseorang telah menunjukkan sisi terlemahnya padamu, maka yakinlah, ia telah percaya sepenuhnya padamu. Sebaliknya, jika ia hanya menunjukkan sisi terbaiknya saja, maka jangan berharap apapun.”

Ardhani Reswari

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asepmaulanaismail:

Sebuah perenungan… 10 Ramadhan…

Maka hari ini, jika puasa terasa melemahkan, jika tarawih melelahkan, jika tilawah memayahkan, mari menatap sejenak ke arah Mesir dan Suriah.

Sebab mereka nan mewakili kita di garis depan iman, dibakar musim panas, direpotkan hajat, dicekam ancaman, disuguhi besi dan api, tapi teguh.

Mereka nan darahnya mengalir dengan tulang pecah, tapi tak hendak membatalkan shaum sebab ingin syahid berjumpa Rabbnya dalam keadaan puasa.

Mereka gadis-gadis belia yang menulis nama di tangannya, agar jika syahadah menjemput dan jasad remuk tiada yang susah bertanya siapa namanya.

Hari ini ketika kolak dan sop buah tak memuaskan ifthar kita, tataplah sejenak ke negeri yang kucing pun jadi halal karena tiadanya makanan.

Hari ini sungguh kita ditampar Allah dengan Mesir, dengan kepahlawanan mereka nan lebih suka bertemu Allah daripada hidup membenarkan tiran.

Hari ini sungguh kita ditampar Allah dengan Suriah, ketika kisah Ibu yang memasak batu dan menidurkan anaknya dalam hujan peluru adalah fakta.

Sebab mungkin 60 tahun penjajahan kiblat pertama, masjid suci ketiga, dan penzhaliman atas ahlinya belum utuh mencemburukan hati imani kita.

Hari ini kami minta izin pada Shalih(in+at) tuk memohon, bagian dari kepedulian itu

- Salim A. Fillah

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Cup cup mas James, kamu menang kok.. menangin hati cewe-cewe di berbagai penjuru dunia :”

Cup cup mas James, kamu menang kok.. menangin hati cewe-cewe di berbagai penjuru dunia :”

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Ya Allah mereka aja bikin beginian Ya Allah niat banget Ya Allah..


Michelle Dockery, Laura Carmichael, and Lily James for Harper’s Bazaar UK August 2014 
Michelle Dockery, Laura Carmichael, and Lily James for Harper’s Bazaar UK August 2014 

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light-up-your-life:

Lets get started!

Dua of seeing the new moon:

"O Allah, let this moon (month) pass over us with blessings, Iman, safety, and in the belief of Islam. Grant us the ability to act on the actions that You love and Pleases You. My Lord and Your Lord is Allah". [tirmithi-ahmad]

Marhaban ya Ramadan